It's not true &you know that
It's not true when they say that
The best revenge is living well, NO
Coz it's not how I wanna end that
End that relation we had
As simple when I have another option, so
Tell me how smiling is ever better that what I see when I close my eyes?
Tell me how can acting casual be the cure to what I feel inside?
Red hearts or red blood?
Smiling lips or bruises?
Soft words or cracked bones?
I know what I wanna choose
Tender touch or sharp cuts?
Feeling or killing?
*****************?
I know what I wanna choose
I wanna feel pleasure hating each other
It's not true &y
Love to me is just an exchange of interests
You give me, I give back, I'll be your mistress
When you're bored, sad or feeling depressed
Just call me, just call me just call me call me call me
Have some fun then you are dismissed
After that you won't be cared about or missed
Coz I can't always have you on my to-do-list
Just get me, just get me just get me get me get me
I'm free, I'm a free, I'm a free soul
I can't be, I can't be, I can't be told
'Where you've been?' or where to go
Or have my life planned for me, no
I really can't
Be chained that tight
You'll suffocate the love inside
You can't hurt me; I'll be the one to dump fi
Nothing more, nothing less
Nothing else to express
If you kiss, or if you curse
My heart is gone, to outer-space
You won't care, you won't miss
I even doubt, you noticed this
What you made me & what I have become
Empty, just like a Matryoshka doll
A hollow body, without a soul
Emotion status, is 'Neutral'
No longer you can alter
My feel-o-meter
Invite me in, kick me out
Love whispering, screaming loud
Feel me now, fear my shouts
I'm not a robot on your commands
Serine sound, red alarms
I had enough, I'm torn apart
Look what you made me, look what I have become
Empty, just like a Matryoshka doll
A hollow body, without a sou
They sucked all the poison from my blood
& put me through counseling
They taught me you were such a dangerous drug
&how much in this life I'm missing
Blah Blah Blah
They can clean my systems
They can clear my vision
But they can't
Erase all of the memories
&delete my thoughts
So im not
Over this I'm still addicted to you in my brain
With fantasies where all the feelings are the same
Over this in my brain
Fantasies feel the same
So I'm dragged back into the Rehab
I am one un-solvable case
Who said I was looking for help
It's only me I'm harming no one else
Yeah Yeah Yeah
They can clean my systems
They can clear
In my head
In my head
In my head
You are talking to me
And from my face
From my face
From my face
You are wiping the tears
You scream, I scream with you
The strings are cutting through
The deep veins
And the pain
Is drippin'
Into the crimson puddle
And now I'm feeling better
Yeah now I'm feeling better
Feed my soul, for your voice I long
Coz In those words it's where I belong
So say it again
You're the only one who reaches the pain
Feel my heart bleeding with each beat
I am torn apart, for your shouts I plead
Scream once more
Help me break free of the misery chains
In my head
In my head
In my head
You are talking
Excuses are running out
&you are running away
Didn't you wanna be found?
Unlock the memories of those days?
I'm confused
Am I welcomed?
Should I take one step closer?
Those memories of you & I
Are puzzle pieces with faded pictures
Those memories are yours & mine
To bring together all the feelings mixtures
We took our own separate paths
It happened that we met on the way
It's up to you to let this pass
It's up to you to give it away
Everything
Happens for a reason
So take a minute to think it all over
Those memories of you & I
Are puzzle pieces with faded pictures
Those memories are yours & mine
To bring together all the f
It's not true &you know that
It's not true when they say that
The best revenge is living well, NO
Coz it's not how I wanna end that
End that relation we had
As simple when I have another option, so
Tell me how smiling is ever better that what I see when I close my eyes?
Tell me how can acting casual be the cure to what I feel inside?
Red hearts or red blood?
Smiling lips or bruises?
Soft words or cracked bones?
I know what I wanna choose
Tender touch or sharp cuts?
Feeling or killing?
*****************?
I know what I wanna choose
I wanna feel pleasure hating each other
It's not true &y
Love to me is just an exchange of interests
You give me, I give back, I'll be your mistress
When you're bored, sad or feeling depressed
Just call me, just call me just call me call me call me
Have some fun then you are dismissed
After that you won't be cared about or missed
Coz I can't always have you on my to-do-list
Just get me, just get me just get me get me get me
I'm free, I'm a free, I'm a free soul
I can't be, I can't be, I can't be told
'Where you've been?' or where to go
Or have my life planned for me, no
I really can't
Be chained that tight
You'll suffocate the love inside
You can't hurt me; I'll be the one to dump fi
Nothing more, nothing less
Nothing else to express
If you kiss, or if you curse
My heart is gone, to outer-space
You won't care, you won't miss
I even doubt, you noticed this
What you made me & what I have become
Empty, just like a Matryoshka doll
A hollow body, without a soul
Emotion status, is 'Neutral'
No longer you can alter
My feel-o-meter
Invite me in, kick me out
Love whispering, screaming loud
Feel me now, fear my shouts
I'm not a robot on your commands
Serine sound, red alarms
I had enough, I'm torn apart
Look what you made me, look what I have become
Empty, just like a Matryoshka doll
A hollow body, without a sou
They sucked all the poison from my blood
& put me through counseling
They taught me you were such a dangerous drug
&how much in this life I'm missing
Blah Blah Blah
They can clean my systems
They can clear my vision
But they can't
Erase all of the memories
&delete my thoughts
So im not
Over this I'm still addicted to you in my brain
With fantasies where all the feelings are the same
Over this in my brain
Fantasies feel the same
So I'm dragged back into the Rehab
I am one un-solvable case
Who said I was looking for help
It's only me I'm harming no one else
Yeah Yeah Yeah
They can clean my systems
They can clear
In my head
In my head
In my head
You are talking to me
And from my face
From my face
From my face
You are wiping the tears
You scream, I scream with you
The strings are cutting through
The deep veins
And the pain
Is drippin'
Into the crimson puddle
And now I'm feeling better
Yeah now I'm feeling better
Feed my soul, for your voice I long
Coz In those words it's where I belong
So say it again
You're the only one who reaches the pain
Feel my heart bleeding with each beat
I am torn apart, for your shouts I plead
Scream once more
Help me break free of the misery chains
In my head
In my head
In my head
You are talking
Excuses are running out
&you are running away
Didn't you wanna be found?
Unlock the memories of those days?
I'm confused
Am I welcomed?
Should I take one step closer?
Those memories of you & I
Are puzzle pieces with faded pictures
Those memories are yours & mine
To bring together all the feelings mixtures
We took our own separate paths
It happened that we met on the way
It's up to you to let this pass
It's up to you to give it away
Everything
Happens for a reason
So take a minute to think it all over
Those memories of you & I
Are puzzle pieces with faded pictures
Those memories are yours & mine
To bring together all the f
Heeeey ALL!
do you miss me as much as i miss you all;p?
i know it's been like a year since i've uploaded any crafty thing @___@ & im hating myself for that...don't get bored with my lyrics, hopefully soon i'll upload some new accessories...don't give up on meeeee<3
clubs im in
~Muslim-Women (https://www.deviantart.com/muslim-women) :iconmushy-plushie: :iconpink-black-white: :iconSyria-club: :iconucod: :iconMuslim-Manga:
my sis:iconsupercat0000:
Hey...wanted to do this long time ago...since we are all of different nationalities here, so it'll be fun sharing links of music-videos that are funny, weird or worth watching of your own language^^
i'll start with those (& don't judge me by them:p)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QqspY_D7R78
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fiw98Ye2xX4&feature=related (he actually learnt the lyrics backwards!)
Show me what you got:D
Heeeey!!!!
god it's been ages since i updated anything here...the semester is finally over, it was kind of a shock taking 12 subjects @___@ haven't recovered yet:p
so anyway...expect new updates sooon:D
till then...join this club %Muslim-Manga (https://www.deviantart.com/muslim-manga) & lets make it ALIVE^^
P.S: just in case u are wondering what happened in the contest that i was looking for an US citizen to get in...well...i WON!!!! thX sooo much to :iconyoshimetal: who helped me:hug: take a look here;)
http://www.theveronicas.com/veronicas-tattoo-contest-winner
clubs im in
:iconMuslim-Women: :iconmushy-plushie: :iconpink-black-white: :iconSyria-club: :iconucod: :iconMus
I'm not the only one who has been inactive at DeviantArt, according to your last journal By the way, I know how you feel, cause I feel very similar (for not making any new art that is)
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